Now he is walking for Queenie . And for his own salvation.
He is walking in yachting shoes, with no cell phone, no maps, but a world
of heart. And hurt.
He and Queenie were work colleagues. One night, in an anguished moment, Harold committed a destructive act and Queenie took the blame. She was fired and disappeared from the scene. Now after many years he receives a letter from her telling him of her approaching demise. He immediately pens a sparse letter of response and sets out to mail it to her. But instead of slipping it into the finality of the postal slot, he decides to deliver it in person. What follows is an account of his pilgrimage.
In the holiness of the birds, trees, flowers, barns, evening "squares of
buttered light from windows, he finds internal solace and begins to remove the
fragments of his life from his mind. With initial hesitant caution and then
increasing openness he examines each momentous turn of events involving his
childhood, marriage, son, job and selfhood. He discovers the people he meets
surprisingly
have their own burdens, but they share joyously in his quest to save
Queenie.
Month after month the journey wavers and surges as Harold puts one foot
in front of the other through exaltation and deep sorrow. In his
painful reverie, he begins to revisit his relationship with his left-behind
spouse, Maureen, and their troubled son, David, and how his death poisoned
the thinning marriage and shut out the light - the ripples of his suicide
flowing out into the darkest corners of their blaming.
But there is counterbalancing joy! The kindness of strangers provides
him with plasters for his blistered feet and hope for his soul, buffering
his sorrow. Like a magnet he attracts bizarre fellow-travelers with their
own agendas, the media, the disillusioned in search of truth, and yes, even
a
dog accompanies him for awhile.
dog accompanies him for awhile.
Meanwhile back at home, Maureen with the help of a grieving neighbor slowly is also able to pull back the curtains of her life - literally- and remember a time when she and Harold laughed and loved.
But all pilgrimages must come to an end and the triangle lives of
Maureen, Harold and Queenie culminate on the banks of Berwick-on Tweed in a
baptism of tears.
As Hemingway once said, "The world breaks everyone and afterward many
are stronger at the broken places."
That is our prayer for Harold and Maureen. And for ourselves.
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